It’s never too late…

I don’t think many people realize how much strength it takes to pull yourself out of a poisonous situation with someone you love deeply. So if you’ve done that today, or any day, I’m proud of you.


I’m sorry. The past six months have been an absolute whirlwind for me. I have endured the most painful moments of my life within the last six months. I have lost people who I thought I would have forever in the last six months. I have been broken down in the last six months. I have had my heart thrown and shattered all over the floor in the last six months. I have screamed, cried, and punched many walls in the last six months.

I have also got myself back up in the last six months. I have fought like hell to find out who I really am in the last six months. I have connected with my roots in the last six months. BUT, IN THE LAST SIX MONTHS I HAVE NEVER LOST MYSELF.

Man, have I learned so much about what life is all about just in half a year..

My heart is exhausted, but SO FULL. My heart is full because I have drawn myself near the people who have, and always will, be down for me. And unfortunately, I have let go of all  the people who held me back. This is something I wish every single one of you will be able to do because once you do, MAN DOES YOUR HEART BECOME FULL!

It’s not easy. And it never will be. IM SORRY. But there is no better feeling than the feeling of being FREE  and ALIVE. 

I know letting someone go isn’t easy. But you have to be willing to lose someone else before losing yourself. 

You are more important. Period.

So here’s a piece of advice:
LET GO when you’re hurting too much. Give up when love isn’t there. And move on when thing’s just can’t go back to what it was like before. WHO KNOWS WHO IS OUT THERE LOOKING FOR SOMEONE WHO IS EXACTLY.LIKE.YOU. 

So what do we do now?

We experience life in all possible ways. Good-bad, bitter-sweet, dark-light, summer-winter.

We experience all the dualities. We know that we aren’t afraid of experience because the more experience we have, the more mature we become. 

It’s so easy to just become comfortable. But that is so dangerous. And can become toxic. 

Live a life full of peace, love,  happiness, color, adventure,…. and anything else your heart desires. Live your life free of hate and judgement and FULL OF LOVE and I promise you…. you will find your inner peace.

In the last six months:

I have been given a new life.

I have new opportunities

And now that I am psychosis free..


And for what it’s worth, it’s never too late to be whoever you want to be.

I hope you live a life you’re proud of.

…and if you find that you’re not,

I hope you have the strength to start over.

Big things to be coming soon….stay tuned.


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Do you like who you are at the end of the day?

My biggest fear in life is to have to depend on other people for my own happiness. I do not like depending on people, because people leave. All the time. And because, at the end of the day, all you have is yourself, and that has to be enough. You know, sometimes I think about all that I’ve gone through and things that nobody knows about. These things have made me, me, and I get sad thinking that nobody will ever know about all these things. It’s impossible to share every single experience, memory, and lesson with people, but being content in knowing how these things have made me who I am, just might be the best thing about me.

So let me ask you a question:

Do you like who you are at the end of the day?

Because people leave. Because people suck. Because nobody is by your side forever. There will come a time when you will be alone. And you’ll need to be content with who you are as a human being.

What impact did you make on those around you?

What will you be known for?

How has your presence in their lives impacted yourself and those around you?

Have you learned from all the mistakes you made and tried your hardest to make it all right?

At the end of the day, life is about being happy being who you are. I don’t go by or change my attitude based on what people say. I would rather be myself and let people accept me for who I am than be someone who I’m not for other people’s approval. The position is just a position, a title is just a title, and those things come and go. But it’s really your essence and your values that are important.

Try taking a look at yourself, your morals, your values, the things and the people you cherish most. Do those you cherish know how you feel about them? Are you content with the way you are living your life? 

These are the things I ask myself on a daily basis to bring me back to the person who I want to be. Be a good person, treat others right, and do the right thing. 

And remember:

We are all broken, that’s how the light gets in.


Do not stop until you are proud.

Brain research shows that there is very little difference in the way our brains  experience emotional pain, and the way it experiences physical pain. I guess that is why being excluded can feel like someone is punching you in the gut. Social exclusion is a very common thing that we all experience at some point in our lives. Although it may feel like nobody understands you, cares about you, or takes your feelings into account, there is always somebody else out there who is going through what you are going through, and maybe even worse. Being excluded feels like getting hit by a ton of bricks because, as human beings, we are dependent on one another not only for thriving, but for surviving.

There is always something positive that comes out of our pain, and that is the most beautiful thing about this extravagant life we get to live. If we take our fears, worries, stresses, and complications, and think about what we learned from it all, and apply it to our lives, we will end up rising above any pain anyones ever given us. I try to do this day by day and I always end up finding myself stronger than I was before. Everything life throws at us is preparing us for something amazing in the future, and we just have to believe that, take a leap of faith, and move forward. By holding anger in our hearts towards those who exclude us, degrade us, and tear us down is letting them win. Do not give up that easily. Fill that anger with love and teach yourself a lesson in the meantime. We will end up being very successful people if we stop spreading hatred and start filling that with love. Every time you think you get rejected from something good, you are actually being re-directed to something better. If you see someone being left out or forgotten by the rest of the group, go and include them, because being forgotten hurts.

Be an advocate for yourself and rise above and ostracism will lose every time.

I walk slowly, but I do not walk backwards. Always help someone. You might be the only one that does. Its you against you everyday. Make sure the right you wins.

Ohana means family, and family means nobody gets left behind or forgotten.” –  Lilo & Stitch
If you want the rainbow, you’ve gotta put up with the rain.


Make it happen. Shock everyone.

As humans, we have a tendency to give up, and this is our greatest weakness. The most certain way to succeed is always to try just one more time. At the end of everyday, if we stop and look, we get the opportunity to take in one of the most beautiful sights that is most often too overlooked. Sunsets. Sunsets have always had sentimental meaning to me. Regardless of the obstacles life brings, sunsets bring me back to a place of peace and happiness. Throughout my life I had the opportunity to be taught and inspired by someone very special and dear to my heart. I was taught that not a day goes by that I don’t still need to remind myself that my life is not just what’s handed to me, nor is it my list of obligations, my accomplishments or failures, or what my family is up to, but rather it is what I choose, day in and day out, to make of it all. When I am able simply to be with things as they are, able to accept the day’s challenges without judging, reaching, or wishing for something else, I feel as if I am receiving the privilege, coming a step closer to being myself. It’s when I get lost in the day’s details, or so caught up in worries about what might be, that I miss the beauty of what is.

Infuse your life with action. Don’t wait for it to happen. Make it happen. Make your own future. Make your own hope. Make your own love. And whatever your beliefs, honor your creator, not by passively waiting for grace to come down from upon high, but by doing what you can to make grace happen… yourself, right now, right down here on Earth~Bradley Whitford

..may the next few months be a period of magnificent transformation.



In a world so crazy, busy, and distracted from whats really important, here we can come together and connect with each other. Having an outlet to come to and just be yourself is so good for the soul. This is where we make our dreams a reality and express what changes you want to see in the world and in yourself. Sometimes, reaching out and taking someone’s hand is the beginning of a journey. At other times, it is allowing another to take yours. I want to ask you guys to leave comments about everything and anything that is on your mind. Talk, connect, and live beautifully and freely with each other. You will be surprised how many people are facing similar issues you are. And for the people who are constantly being told that they can’t make it in this world, that they aren’t good enough, smart enough or pretty enough, prove them wrong. Show them that

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